Post-mortem

“Boy killed on Bicycle”; smallest print, four lines
Islanded in a tossing sea of type,

My little son, whose face I never saw,
Who could not wait to bless your father ’s eyes

Part of me for ever is the January morning
Coming into the Clyde in the frosty moonlight

A worn-out body laid in quiet earth,
Attendant trees, a wattle’s throb of gold,

In that keen morning it was good to wake.
The sun that roused the swans on the lagoon

This death of a man, this sudden stop of life,
Such total end, or such a faring forth
Into what regions?

You chose a marvellous morning to be born,
The orange edge of dawn, the stars paling,

The bamboo cut to suit you from our garden
Has become your favourite stick – dried and varnished

Catching the distinctive T’ang of old China
She chooses for herself the character of Punctual Autumn

Like liquid silk in golden eddies
the honey laps into my tin.

Brother fare well, journeying to that Kingdom
Of faithful servants, and of work fulfilled

Little death of a little dog
In a death-wish world of news by body-count

They’re burning Old Sox’s shack
Just two weeks since he died.

A garden gracious, serene and spacious at Lambeth –
This is the dream, the vision that shall be its crown

..You they found fallen, holding a garden hose,
Where, year on year, you watered, weeded, nurtured things to grow.

Anna is one
What fun, what fun

Ninety years youthful, questing through generations,
historian of two hemispheres, quickener of other minds,

Raged, raged against the death of others’ light,
Toiled, fought, till sick and blind received their sight.

I praise a heroine of the Soviet Union,
pianist Yudina, through Moscow’s gloom
spelling a Mozart magical concerto.

..apartness conquered by the power of love.
Carry us with you as you journey on.

His question ranged the echoing galaxies
of empty cold unanswering space, returning
home to our earth.

Look where he lies, a clod of earth at best,
Yet colder than a clod, for where there shone

Out of this questioning, eventual truth;
Out of this doubt, faith rooted in the rock;

..By a blue winking sea,
The church stands in a green place,
Green as Calvary.

“Boy killed on Bicycle”; smallest print, four lines
Islanded in a tossing sea of type,

Out of the cloud my Lord the Sun,
Out of the earth my Lady Spring,

That dreaming day it was, the bell-like air
Unclosed the naked admirable heaven,

Come death suddenly from the sea or cloud,
With the blast of thunder and the blinding shroud,

If I should die, grieve not for youth
Blighted, and towers of hope that fell

Now, when the smoking ruins smoulder low
Of what was Europe once

This mountain means discovery, since the day
I climbed it first in boyhood and alone,

The ancient art of story-telling charms
The ear, keeps its first hold on men
The whole world over.

Could we locate the enemy of mankind
(I mean the GHQ, the Centre itself,

Waylaid by Handel’s theme, I think of you
Now half a world away, and hear you say
‘His music always seems like coming home.’

You hold the timeless in your brief green boughs
The cardboard angels, home-made crib, the straw,
The new-born baby older than Abraham

Between the tumult of crucifixion
and the diapason of resurrection
that bar of absolute silence.

…Listening,
I am bereft, lost in the mystery
of music leaping quenchless, undefiled

‘The love that moves the sun and all the stars’ –
When Dante wrote there was no telescope:

Like liquid silk in golden eddies
the honey laps into my tin.

These trees reached up for light
when Jesus walked on earth,

It was a terrible world
And into it came a child

Heard how often, still the notes compel
Unused to awe, we stand listening.

Lord of earth and all creation
let your love possess our land;

..stamped with a star, but posted beyond the stars,
marked ‘No Commercial Value’, signed, with a cross,

Fare well. We come to send you on the way
we all must walk, so final, secret, strange.

The greatest word in the greatest book
is that conjunction, ‘Nevertheless’,

Arrived at the heavenly mansions, the blessed Saint
(female on earth) was welcomed by St Peter

Land of the singing light
Light that first I saw
Eighty years and more